red dragonfly

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I'm feeling very relaxed now. My future is shining ahead of me. Where it will take me, where I will end up, I don't know, but I feel rather hopeful. It's good to breathe in deeply and to be able to take in that full breath without a sensation of constriction. It's good to be clear eyed and full of hope. It's good for every muscle to feel liquid yet strong, languid yet alert.
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red dragonfly

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I overslept and missed church. I'm sad about that. I woke with tremendous headache, but the coffee is making it go away.

I'm worried. The Ex hasn't paid the car insurance like he is supposed to. It will be cancelled soon if he doesn't. That means that I will have to call him, which I never (EVER) enjoy.
red dragonfly

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Ambien my friend sings her sweet song. Time for sleep. I'm ready for a new medicine though. Looks rather promising. Rozerrem. yessss non-narcotic, great for long-term use.

I have DSPS

Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome
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red dragonfly

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Lots of drama in the house tonight. Quitting smoking is hard. I have messed up all of my progress. Back to the patch tomorrow. Did you know the patch has a bad smell to it? It's true. Smells like sour fish.

I should be sleeping but DSPS and a massive dose of curiosity has me glued to the computer tonight.

My life is changing rapidly even though I am in an in-between state.
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    curious curious
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red dragonfly

Brighter Day

Catching up on so much and doing laundry. It feels brighter today than in recent days. I'm thankful.

So, what should I make today? A sweater? Finish a sweater? a hat? a purse?